Paroles Hell Russ

Hell

Come on, just call, this is hell
I know, I know
It's my fault but I need you
Counting the hours 'til I get off this plane
Don't know what I'm going to do (Yeah)

The whole world's fighting, I don't wanna fight with you
Love you to death, girl, I see a life with you
Getting older makes it obvious what I want
Daddy issues hit hard, wait 'til father time hits you
I'm anxious, can't fake this
I was never good at patience
This space is so invasive
Everyday shit is difficult, I'm distracted
I got a movie coming out but I don't feel like acting
Like everything's okay 'cause it's not
Pain from the shame makes my insides rot
Drop 20
K at Chanel is the least I could do
I be talking to myself when I'm not speaking to you
I'm tired of being me and fucking up
I'm wired, need to sleep, I'm fucking up
Replaying, re-shaming
Check my phone, I keep waiting
Come on, just call, this is hell
I know, I know
It's my fault but I need you
Counting the hours 'tll I'm gettin off of this plane
Don't know what I'm gonna do
Come on, just call, this is hell
I know, I know
It's my fault but I need you
Counting the hours 'tll I'm gettin off of this plane
Don't know what I'm gonna do

Oh, there's nothing I can do
Oh, I don't get to just control
It's not about me, I know
Gotta wait 'til I get home
Do, do, whatever you need, I'll do
Sitting with the person I'm running from now
'Cause I'm too tired to run

Yeah, the hardest thing to do is do nothing
But when you have some space
Doing nothing means something
I'm stuck in the feeling of uncertainty
Living my raps, girl, I'm working on me
See that I can't do the same old nonsense
Blowing up your phone, hijacking your process
Sit with it, that's real
Got a tendency to fix shit and not feel (Fuck)

Come on, just call, this is hell
I know, I know
It's my fault but I need you
Counting the hours 'tll I'm gettin off of this plane
Don't know what I'm gonna do
Come on, just call, this is hell
I know, I know
It's my fault but I need you
Counting the hours 'tll I'm gettin off of this plane
Don't know what I'm gonna do

I'm feeling safe so now it's time to sabotage
It gets so serious, I'm bound to laugh it off
I know right where you are
If you could wait there, baby
Could you just stay there, baby?
I know it ain't fair, baby, but I'm crazy 'bout you, oh

Come on, just call, this is hell
I know, I know
It's my fault but I need you
Counting the hours 'tll I'm steppin' off of this plane
Don't know what I'm gonna do, yeah